Who says I can't be free?

We had to tally what we had spent on CDs, merch and gigs in the last year. Everyone was like £20 on merch and I’ve spent about £350! Hahah! And gigs I had the highest with about £400! I slightly skewed the results! I blame the whole merch thing on John Mayer, it’s his fault! He forces me to buy his beautiful merch, honestly!

In other news I just finished an English essay and I had no idea, realised I’ve written it wrong and have had to write an email to the teacher saying I hadnt a clue! Kind of gave up halfway through, terrible when that happens.

Hope you’re all well!

I just can’t wait to get to that point in my life where I can travel, comfortably. Places like Africa and Alaska and everywhere. Sounds wonderful. Like a David Attenborough documentary.

Trying to make that disconnection in my head between my Tumblr and other people. It’s hard to do anything and not think of another person at the other side, and I don’t think that’s what Tumblr is all about. Monitoring what I’ve been posting because I know someone else is there isn’t going to do me any favours - I’ve been deleting and thinking about what I’m posting because I feel like it somehow makes a lasting impression of me; that if someone comes onto my blog and sees it they’ll jump to conclusions of some sorts. It’s hard to make that disconnection as I say, but I’m trying. 

College is college. Been set loads of work for the half-term holidays. The only subject that’s going well really is the one I’m not really bothered about, always the problem. 

Hope you are well. x